Raw to the core.

I'm better today; granted today is not over yet.
But I am definitely sensing the prayers of those
around me...thank you.

In all honesty, I think it's my birth control
I'm on. I switched about 4 months ago and well
I think it's affecting every faucet of my life.
Hence: the mood swings, raging anger, yelling,
grumpy, feeling overwhelmingly ugly and fat,
struggling with weight gain, not eating right,
emotional, crying over everything, not sleeping,
in a constant state of depression.

I know this is not a healthy place to be, that's
why I am switching back to my old birth control
and going to wait and see if it makes a difference.
If not, please continue to pray that I seek the
Lord's wisdom in my health overall. I am feeling
very depleted, anxious, overwhelmed...I'm not
well and I want to get better. For my myself, my
family, and my friends.