Soooo TIRED!!!

It hit me today that it's been almost a week that I've felt "zombie" tired. I keep telling myself, I havn't been this tired since I was pregnant!!! I'm SURE I'm not; I've faithfully been taking my birth control pills and unless God has some AMAZING & CRAZY plans for us...let's just say NO!!! But considering I am one of those "lucky" people who never really got morning sickness, I wouldn't really know, Tired would be the one & only sign this early on. But once again, NO...not going there! Even the brief thought of it sends butterflies in my tummy and chills up my spine. I am ALMOST to what I like to call "easyland" (children in full time school and more independant). To start completely over from the beginning at this point would be very overwhelming and a bit depressing to me. But then again, I know GOD is in control, NOT me, but we are doing things on OUR half to help prevent such mishapps. Not that children are mishapps, they are truly blessings and gifts from God...
Oh, ok, I could ramble on and on and go back & forth for hours, but I'll stop HERE!!!

The point of my story...TIRED!!!
NOT motivated to clean
NOT motivated to do anything but lie around the house & attempt to sleep. Aah, another scary thing, when I'm pregnant I'm tired, but I have insomnia, so I can't sleep, which makes the exhaustion even worse. Have been trying to take naps during the day latley, still tired cause I can't sleep!

I'm sure it's all in my head and I just need to get more exercise, a better diet and some fresh air. =) That's my little pep-talk to myself.